Another year has passed and 2015 didn't received anything new, Anyway, life goes on and here I am. This year I start my year with a big fat smile. Who gonna thought that love find it ways through me.
I never thought I will fall in love again. Because the truth was I lost my faith and I felt tired of it. End up pushing every little chances away. But him? He came without even me knowing. He was just an attraction for my boring life.
I first met him when I accompanied my sister. Second was on my eldest sister birthday party at karaoke. After the party, he gave me a ride to the venue for supper. That place where all of this started. With just a simple snobbish sentence me and him are side by side. We had nothing much in common and we lovingly joking a lot. Showing who's better at flirting and cheesy words. Then look now! We date for real.
This time it's different. I braze myself and confess. Asking our real feelings and status. I can say changes in my attitude a lot and taking things a different way. Maybe we compliment each other? who knows right?
Every happiness must have some torn along the way. I never quarrel with him or anything it's just that people surrounding us. I guess that is what I have to deal for if I want him right?
Anyway I hope 2016 is a new journey for me and maybe lead to a different destination too. As he said hoping me to to be his last and till forever, I secretly hope that too. I'm taking it seriously this relationship. No more flirting others for me. I'm praying that he is the one and will be my last one too.
A letter to me:-
Dear Layna,
You turn 29th now. You even find a new love in the very beginning of the year. It's rare. Remember that! Remember how your heart slowly opens and accept the love. Remember how your heart melt the way he treats you. Remember how your love blooms so fast. Don't mess up this time. Don't let go even if you have too. Chin up and suck it up! You have to be strong. Go through any hardship as a mature thinker. Don't ever fall into satan trap of emotions. Close your eyes, remember the love that you built and remind yourself to be happy is not easy. Take care of your health. Love yourself.
Love, Layna.
This time it's different. I braze myself and confess. Asking our real feelings and status. I can say changes in my attitude a lot and taking things a different way. Maybe we compliment each other? who knows right?
Every happiness must have some torn along the way. I never quarrel with him or anything it's just that people surrounding us. I guess that is what I have to deal for if I want him right?
Anyway I hope 2016 is a new journey for me and maybe lead to a different destination too. As he said hoping me to to be his last and till forever, I secretly hope that too. I'm taking it seriously this relationship. No more flirting others for me. I'm praying that he is the one and will be my last one too.
A letter to me:-
Dear Layna,
You turn 29th now. You even find a new love in the very beginning of the year. It's rare. Remember that! Remember how your heart slowly opens and accept the love. Remember how your heart melt the way he treats you. Remember how your love blooms so fast. Don't mess up this time. Don't let go even if you have too. Chin up and suck it up! You have to be strong. Go through any hardship as a mature thinker. Don't ever fall into satan trap of emotions. Close your eyes, remember the love that you built and remind yourself to be happy is not easy. Take care of your health. Love yourself.
Love, Layna.
