It has been 34 days since he went to camp. At first, I never thought I will end up like this. Like this like how? Missing him too much, going crazy staying at home or crying over funny video.
That's when I realize I love him so much. Between that 34 days, we even set date to engage. I never thought about engagement or wedding. But him, he able to open my heart on marriage and making me all flutter when he said about getting engage. At first I was skeptical. Been hearing about getting married from his mouth since day 1 I couple with him. This time he said, it's serious. He asked to me to discuss with my mom and so does he too with his mom. 3 days later he called and asked. Well, my mom been joking about it way before he ask me so it doesn't even surprise her anymore. I've set the date! 8 months from now, I'll be someone fiancee. Engagement = $$$$$ = headache
I suddenly thought of writing ~
34 days since he left... I realized where my heart stands
34 days since he left... I realized I have fall in love with him
34 days since he left... I realized what missing is like
34 days since he left... I realized what loves mean
34 days since he left... I realized what true longing is
34 days since he left... I realized why love can makes us go crazy
34 days since he left... I realized I need him more than before
34 days since he left... I agreed to engage with him....
