Hey peeps! Dalam tak sedar rupanya kita dah lalui 2017 half year. Wahhhh sekejap jek dah nak 2018. Raya was so much fun this year as most of my cousins went back to Raub side (mana yg dah berkahwin). Ramai lah berkumpul kali ni. Nasib baik dapat pecah dua rumah. Satu di simpang kallang satu lagi di gesing. Alhamdulillah semua sihat-sihat belaka.
I balik kampung first day Raya jadi tak swimming dalam traffic jam but still stuck. We arrived around 4. Konon tak swimming tapi sampai petang juga.. hahaha First house was Cikgu Mokhtar's. Perghhh tak ingat dunia punya panas. Padahal seminggu sblm raya hujan tak berhenti-henti. Not much happened dekat rumah cikgu sebab cuaca yang panas cairlah make up aku. Pak Long asyik donning his baju melayu saying hadiah from us. Then ada pulak sekumpulan penari dok praktis depan rumah. hahaha.. Most of the time I sat outside and talked.
Pak Long posing with His New Baju Melayu
Perbincangan penari untuk persembahan baru
Next house rumah di Dong. Ohh matahari semakin terik dan angin takda langsung. So lepak bawah pokok la nampaknya. Port sini selalunya melepak depan tv tapi kalo dah 30 org masuk satu rumah rasa-rasa??? Sebab penuh sangat dalam rumah jadi lepak kat luar. Maka terhasillah gambar-gambar kat bawah.
say JIBEK!!
Last house macam biasa rumah Mak Long Ajai. Kalau dah singgah rumah mak long pepaham la. Susah nak angkut punggung ni bangun. Dapat pulak mak long nya masakan. Dah berjalan sampai ke maghrib baru teringat gambar family takda.
Maknae keje..kena tinggal dekat subang
Raya kedua?? Takda raya dah.. Memang raya pertama jek pun kalo berjalannya. Cuma tahun ada beza sikit sebab Aunt Jen I bertunang.. hahaha Dengan itu skill make up I sangat berguna. Bukan orang yang nak tunang jek.. orang lain pun I make up kan.. I juga lah orang terakhir yang mandi dan siap. hahaha
Aunt Jen tudung merah, Aunt Roby baju purple
Aunt Roby request sweet look
After majlis selsesai, sepatutnya nak balik subang tetapi...... Mak Long ajai duduk dengan kami. Tetiba dengar bisikan jahat.. die berbisik "nasi lemak......" hahahahha punyalah kami bersatu memujuk mak long. Yelah mak long tak berapa nak sihat tapi kalau balik kampung tak rasa nasi lemak rugi lah. Ayat paling win adalah from pak ndak cakap "takpe barang2 semua saya sponsor". Akhirnya mak long agreed nak buat nasi lemak. Dan yang paling best, semua postpone balik the next day. Dr malam ke pagi makan nasi lemak like there's no tomorrow. Kenyang sampai ke pagi lah.
It's not much but being with families is the best. We mock, tease and laugh at each other. There were times we hate each other. Really hate! Because of our own selfishness. Then parents grow old and we grow up. We forgive and still trying to forget hehehe Hoping in the future, us cousins will be able to gather often.
Hey bloggy!!!! Lamanya tak singgah sini. Last was in January and sekarang dah June.
I promise (agaknya) nak update on my Langkawi Trip. So here goes....
Our flight was forward to 8.30am therefore sebelum subuh kiteorg semua bangun nak ke airport. Kali ni we olls naik Malindo okay.!! Orang yang big size like me I recommend Malindo. Arrive at Langkawi around 9.30am. Pagi-pagi perut of course lapar. Pada mulanya I malas nak sewa kereta tapi dapat deal yang menarik so I took it juga. Van Toyota Serena for 7 pax RM100 per day. Deal yang ditawarkan di Airport lebih murah berbanding di online. So pada sesiapa nak sewa menyewa tu sampai Airport terus tgk deal-deal yang ada.
Next stop, terus drive ke hotel tapi along the way to cari kedai makan. I duduk dekat Landcons Hotel, Pantai Cenang. Parking dekat Pantai Cenang ni susah sebenarnya. You can park sebelah kanan jalan sahaja. No need parking ticket or whatsoever. Hari pertama tu jauh sikit parking dari hotel.
To tell the truth kiteorg tak da aktiviti pun melainkan tidur dan makan. Cuma shopping tiada henti jek. Yelah dah duduk depan duty free zone mall adakah you nk tgk jek orang keluar masuk mall tu? Never kan? So entah berapa kali la kiteorg shopping chocolates & etc.
Second day, nak pergi makan shell out kat dataran helang. Baru lah kami keluar ke bandar. Parking jauh juga lah sebab tak nak parking mana kan. Rupanya ada tempat parking kat dalam. Takpelah kita jalan kaki sikit. Dekat dataran ni ramai orang tapi my family kalo dah dapat camera orang kiri kanan peduli ape. Mulalah perjalanan aku jadi cameraman. Pakai hp Oppo camnie la jadinya..
Actually Shell Out dekat Dataran Helang ni pemilik Chef yang ada nama tapi sorry aku tak ingat apa namanya. Memang sedap!! Tapi portion kecik giler. Untuk 4 orang tapi mcm 2 org jek. Itupun ada rasa lapar lagi tau!! Dah habis makan kita C.A.B.U.T lah balik hotel. Cer rasa buat ape? Shopping lagi laa.. Pastu kita makan lagi. Char Kuey Tiaow memalam mmg terbaik. SedaP! Portion pun puas hati. Char Kuey Tiaow ni buka waktu malam jek. Tepi jalan kt hujung Duty Free Mall.
ig: laynakim
Kalau nak cakap pasal food kat Pantai Cenang ni tak yah nak berharap sangat. Subang ni lagi sedap, Price? sama jek ngn Subang. Cekik darah!. Tapi kalau nak share tempat makan gak. I pergi makan kat hujung sikit. After Landcons, dalam 50 meter sebelah kiri ada kedai JANGGUS CENANG IKAN BAKAR. 4 stars for overall. Taste sedap, harga berpatutan dan service pun bagus.
Kalo rasa nak tgk gambar-gambar yang dipost di IG boleh la cari #laynagilangkawi huhuhu situ bnyklah gambar makanan. Breakfast tepi jalan pun ada. That's all for Langkawi.
Next pasal bulan ramadhan!!! Dah masuk hari ke-11. Terasa dekat jek Raya. Tapi kali ni Raya, tak macam Raya. Adik kerja sampai raya kedua persoalan disini bila dapat pakai baju raya? hahaha Yela kalo kat kpg raya pertama and kedua jek berjalannya pun. Raya ketiga dah melepak dok depan tv. Maka tahun ni baju raya buat perkasam. hehehehe Teringat Raya tahun lepas ada orang datang jemput di kampung. Masa tu ingat ke akan kekal selamanya tapi silap. Singgah sebentar jek rupanya. heheheh It's ok. It was a good memories kan. Anyway masih ada 2 minggu lagi utk Raya. Semoga ada rezeki lebih kali ni. Later peeps!! Nanti kita update shopping raya kalau ada. hahahaha Semangat I nk shopping ni!!! Video kat bwh overall time bercuti di Langkawi.
Hey bloggy!!! Wah 2017 takda post pun. hehehe bukan sombong tapi busy. Alhamdulillah rezeki datang pada tahun 2017. Semoga sentiasa mencurah curah lagi lah selepas ni. After 4 months, where do my heart lies now? Is it heal? Is it still wounded? Tak pasti. Susah nak cakap. Nak-nak lagi si muka buku ada plak throwback kan! Kdg bila baca post lama teringat kenangan manis tapi apakan daya. Manis seketika jek..
Hurm awal tahun banyak balik kampung and spend time dengan family. Somehow asyik nak balik kampung jek. Relax, chill takda buat ape. Oh my first holiday this year pergi Langkawi. Last sekali pergi masa I kecik lagi. Entah ingat entah tidak macam mana rupa Langkawi tu. Nanti I update Langkawi trip.
Next in 2017 macam tak banyak. Maybe pergi Redang or Perhentian. Then I nak one day trip Melaka balik. Sekarang dah takda lepak PD lagi. Adakala rasa rindu tapi tak mau lah.. Because situ lah bermula segalanya. Yes, it is sweet. Nasib baik juga lebih banyak sweet dari bitter. hehehe..
2017 asyik makan jek. Asal ada food festival mesti serbu. Kata tak nak makan nasi.. The first month jek tak makan tapi lepas tu haram. hahahaha.. Tunggu baju mula sempit kita berhenti makan nasi sekejap.. hehehe
That's it for now. Tunggu bila I ada hot story kita update..
Hey peeps! 2016 dah nak berakhir. How's my 2016? Bittersweet I say..
Started with lots of sweetness and end with bitter (excessive).
Tapi I still thankful utk semua memories.
I dapat rasa sesuatu yang dah lama tak rasai.
I dapat satu kebahagian walaupun seketika.
I dapat satu harapan walaupun akhirnya musnah.
At least I dapat merasai and I was sincere.
I've been thinking what should I change and what should I do in 2017.
The things that I scare is all the memories of new year 2016 comes back.
With my birthday coming up, everything gets clearer and I fall into the past.
I hate that. I don't want to stay in the past but somehow it's kinda hard for me to move on.
I'm lucky to have a strong mind that able to block all the sadness that I've felt that day.
Somehow no tears the next day. Smiling and laughing. As if there's nothing happen.
My brain able to suppress all the sadness within me.
The third day, I tried to test myself if there's tears but nope I end up laughing.
Despite that, my body suffer a little. Rejects all the food coming in.
It's like my state of mind is fine but not my body.
I really felt hungry and wanted to eat. But end up vomit.
Masuk satu sudu terus kuar balik. The food tak nak go thru tekak.
Tapi I still paksa walaupun masuk keluar masuk keluar.
Few days I was damn hungry. But it last till one week jek.
Slowly my tekak accepting food as a few matters occur during that period.
And slowly I do felt a little relieve.
Now? I can't say that I'm fine cause actually I know I don't.
I'll be dead meat if I see him one day. All the suppress confirm macam air terjun nanti.
But for now yeah, I'm good.
- 2017 -
Wanted to stop eating rice but I dunno sama ada I can take that challenge.
I also want to be extra clever with my finance.
Go holiday as much as I can.
Get to know a lot of people.
Be extra careful in love.
Yeah, I guess that's it. Hopefully 2017 brings me happiness and makes me forget 2016 bad memories.
Hey peeps! On my last post I ada cerita pasal sekarang ni musim heartbroken. Biasalah nak hujung-hujung tahun ni terasa sunyi dan keseorangan jek. hehehe.. Anyway previous post was lagu Malay atau Indon untuk kali I list out english songs yang menyentuh luka cinta pergghhh ayat!!
1. All Cried Out - Allure ft 112
Lagu ni memang wajib dengar. Sbb it's like a dialogue of a couple arguing sebab dorg berputus. Yang pompuan ni marah yang laki ni plak tetiba tersedar tapi jeng jeng jeng. Hang pi dengar la lagu ni.
"I gave you my love in vain. My body never knew such pleasure. My heart never knew such pain.
And you, you leave me so confused. Now I'm all cried out over you"
2. Don't Speak - No Doubt
Don't speak is one of the legendary songs of accepting the reality that you broke up. It's also no doubt representative song I may say.
"Don't speak. I know what you're thinking. I don't need your reasons. Don't tell me cause it hurts
I know what you're saying so please stop explaining. Don't speak"
3. Wish You Were Here - Avril Lavigne
This song is not really the crying type but I sure it will makes your memories with him pop up back. When you're going to a phrase where you suddenly miss him. I came across to this song when I was missing him and the lyrics really hits me. I did tear up but manage to control.
"All those crazy things we did. Didn't think about it, just went with it.
You're always there, you're everywhere. But right now I wish you were here"
4. Gone - N'Sync
When you trying to figure out dimana, bila and bagaimana semua ni berlaku. You want to rewind everything but nope that's not going to happen.
"I've been sitting here. Can't get you out my mind. I've tried my best to be a man and be strong.
I've drove myslef insane which I could touch your face but the truth remains you're gone"
5. Incomplete - Backstreet Boys
Bila you went through a phase that you can't believe it's over. This song really puts you in much more hell than ever. You cuba untuk teruskan hidup like nothing happen tapi rupanya lebih susah dari biasa. I never went through something like this sebab most of the time I broke up sebab there's no "zing" (macam Hotel Transalvania). We agreed to putus. But if he or she suddenly left you oh my! I tak bole imagine.
"I'd try to go on like I never knew you. I'm awake but my world is half asleep.
I pray for this heart to be unbroken but without you all I'm going to be is incomplete"
6. Ahora Quien - Marc Anthony
I know this is not english but the song really argghhh!!.. Ahora quien means now who? meaning who is it now you're going to deceive or who is it now you're going to lie something like that. It really suits to girl or guy who have been cheating around.
The video above was subbed by me. I'm not so sure if it's 100% correct. I read more then 5 translation of the lyrics and rewrite sentence for more poetic feeling. hehehe..
Here's all six songs that I recommend to listen when you having a heart break or mental breakdown because of love. Wish you all will bounce back from all this sadness. Next will be korean songs. Oh my I'm sure it's not easy for me to choose. Korean is very good with heart breaking music. TTFN peeps!
Hey peeps! Was browsing the net yesterday looking for heartbreak songs tapi lagu tak berapa menarik. You know it's that time of the year where loneliness attack you. So I thought of doing a list of songs tak kisah la melayu ke english ke korean ke kan. So ni antara lagu-lagu yang bagi me sangat feel kalo tengah mood sedih bercinta. Tapi for today I only do Malay/Indon sahaja.
Malay/Indon (Susunan Ikut Suka)
1. Mendua - Astrid
Lagu ni very straight forward. First time dengar lagu ni masa dalam karaoke. Ada orang nyanyi nak plak time tu memang tengah dalam mood sedih dengan boyfriend. Lirik dia terus buat air mata bergenang okay.
"Kau putuskan tuk mendua dengan dia di belakangku. Padahal aku pilih kamu jadi cinta terakhir"
2. Kisah Kita - Nieyl ft Sabhi Saddi
Siapa yang impikan cinta berakhir dijinjang pelamin tapi terputus lagu ni sangat sesuai. It really strikes at the heart and pasti akan tersentuh luka tu.
"Semua akan tahu segalanya kau dan aku ternyata cuma sebentar. Cinta telah berakhir. Kita tak mampu jadikannya cinta sebenar"
3. Setelah Aku Kau Miliki - Shima
"Jelmaan yang mendatang, meragut menggoda membenam binasa cinta.
Aku di genggaman. Engkau lepaskan kerna memburu khayalan mu."
I sure this song is all time favorite. Everybody can relate to the lyrics.
4. Andai Kau Mengerti - Vince Chong
I mengaku I was Vince big fan but this song is just super sedap. When you heartbroken and wondering what happened, this song memang sesuai.
"Pernahkah kau tahu hatiku padamu. Kasih yang menghilang dalam dakapan mesramu"
5. Cinta dan Benci - Geisha
"Sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa membenci dirimu"
True, that from cinta nak tukar benci bukan nya senang. U still loves him and yet you hate him too.
6. Hanya Ingin Kau Cinta - Hafiz
"Kau tinggalkan diriku dalam air mata tanpa kau merasakan sakit yang ku rasa.
Sungguh terlalu dirimu, kekasih. Biar aku pergi tanpa sisa cinta"
This is my favorite heartbroken songs. Tapi rasanya ada banyak jek. Maybe I'm more to lyrics. Sebab bila lyrics tu kita bole relate automatically air mata jadi air terjun. Hehehe..!! So my next post maybe on english heartbreak songs. Jangan sedih-sedih sampai memudarat diri. Sedangkan sedih tu tak dapat bagi kita sebarang jawapan pun. Love ya peeps!!
Hey smaxy blog of mine. It has been a long time I post anything here. I so anticipating this coming December. Why? Remember my previous post on 34 days since he left? Yup, I have set the date for my engagement. 24th December 2016!!! woohhoooo!!! He will be out in 2 weeks. Really missing him badly.
Masa mula-mula I discuss with my boyfriend I chose to do simple. Tapi bila dah tengok gambar-gambar online I became greedy. And then I jadi bride-zilla. Biasalah orang control freak memang macam ni. Bukan apa, I felt like nobody on my side. Macam kita buat sendiri jek. They know my taste yet they bagi advice base on their taste. So not helping!!! It's not easy untuk buat decision so I need someone who know my taste and bagi ideas yang I bole relate and suka. Not on what you prefer. I jadi geram, feel nobody help me and give up. Nasib la I tak give up on bertunang. hahaha.. Bila Ii tengok my friends or cousins yang dah bertunang or berkahwin I recall balik during their days. Parents dorang yang uruskan tetapi me? I feel so alone with my boyfriend not here so I have to do everything on my own yet I got criticize. Nobody support my choices. I really remembered that I cried at my boyfriend one night. Thanks to him I feel a little better. From there I stop doing every search or survey.
Tiba-tiba dah bulan Ogos!! Ada 4 bulan jek lagi. Baru la nak pergi cari kain bagai. Itu pun I still didn't send to tailor. Merajuk betul hati ni. Ada juga la rasa malas. Entah maybe sebab boyfriend tak da kat sini so rasa macam kita sorang-sorang jek yg nk bertunang, huhu~ baru-baru ni I search on pinterest for inspiration board on colors.
credit: ElegantWeddingInvites Pinterest
My theme would be Emerald Green & Peach. Idea ni datang bila I went to Kamdar Puchong. I saw beautiful emerald green lace and thought hey why don't I choose green. My boyfriend wore green for Raya. So I used his color for mine e-day. Tak payah la die nak beli baju baru. Pakai jek baju tu. hehe!~ I thought of pink or blue for my family. Ibu said asyik-asyik color biru and pink jek. Because those 2 colors we wore for Raya. I thought nak jimat duit for them supaya tak payah beli baju. But Ibu still nak buat baju baru. Excited! So Ibu chose peach. That's how emerald green & peach is my theme. I search in pinterest and thought it was a good choice. I'm not designing any highclass baju for tunang. Just a simple baju kurung moden but using lace and some added sequins.
Similar to the above picture except that my lining is way much more lighter color. I'm not going for bold this time. I need to be sweet right for my e-day. hahah!!~ My friend has a regular tailor so she recommend me to send there but I still didn't go yet. Maybe end of this month. I'm not going to wear tudung and not sure about veil too. If I'm going to wear veil I will be DIY. I found one for my inspiration.
For hair I would obviously ask my bff to do it for me. She is my hairstylist after all. I found a few bridal braid that I like with a simple accessory but if I'm going to wear veil then no accessory. I prefer sweet and simple braid as my hair is thin and short. Thought of simple low bun but my bff scold me saying no simple. hahaha!~ As for make up I will be doing it myself. I've been searching in youtube for ideas and new eye shadow pallet. Oh gosh! I need to buy new brushes, new eye shadows colors and foundation too. I used Covo but I can't find the store anymore in pyramid. Anyone knows where they move? I watched Sendayu Tinggi make up tutorial online. Their product is good but not suitable with my skin. Their foundation is cream base while my skin is dry, redness and big pores. So I prefer liquid but I think I'm gonna try it. hahaha!~ I even bought Meet Matte Nude from The Balm eye shadow. The only things I need to buy now are Urban Decay eye primer, eye shadow brushes, concealer brushes and blending brushes. Hopefully the result will be pretty and sweet.
I don't have any big plan for pelamin. So I just use my aunt's chair and renting some props to enlighten that area. I found Pelamina.co IG and check out their prices. It's quite affordable and really recommend it. I'll rent 2 white vase with flowers and white carpet.
Untuk hantaran I dah minta my boyfriend not to give any expensive things. Make it 3 by 3. I hanya sediakan cake, chocolates and fruits and asked him the same. Selalu sebelah lelaki cukup dengan cincin, tepak sirih and cake or whatsoever. Bila nak nikah nanti baru kita buat hantaran all out. hehehe!!~
Bagi cincin pula I said to him that I suka solitaire but it would be too much for bertunang. Maka I cakap kalau solitaire dia mampu masa nikah jangan bagi cincin. Kita tukar bagi rantai atau gelang. Takda lah penuh jari I kan. hehe!~ tapi kalo mahal kita beli yang biasa sahaja macam eternity ring.
Sample of Solitaire Ring
Sample of Eternity Ring
Besides than all the above, I also list what should I do for myself before E-Day.
