hari ni hari terakhir exam aku yang mcam cibai itu.. aku belajar pun tp otak dah cramp...revenue, IT and mice aku bole pi ag..tang arini...law..mak aiii... mase high dip dulu bole la aku tulis cerita mak nenek aku..nenek kebayan la..kuntilanak la..tp dah naik degree ni nk kena membaca kes tu yang tak larat tuh..nak kaitkan decision kes A and kes-kes yg lain plak..kes liwat aku bole la taw..kompom dapt info terkini dari PUKIMAWATI kita..kuangkuangkuang..french pun td mcm cibai.. camne nk ingt french kalo dalam pale otak aku ade korean.. payah betol bnyk bhasa ku belajr..sampai kekadang tersalah...
about kes duit..it's the event anime tu la.. deficit exceed 10k.. u imagine.. owhhh... nk bershopping pun xda duit inikan aku nk byr lg 200++..jgn arap la... kais pagi mkn pagi je aku ni..ag nk mintak duit.. korg kata ku boycott..pi la cari yg tak boycott itu..dorg nk tunjuk pandai tapi dekt org yg boycott gak minta tolong..bodo..
kali ini aku dok menyebarkan korean fever kn saad..sampai die pun terikut2.. aku dok ajar tarian 2Pm sampai sekrang tak lepas lg..aku belajar tak sampai dua jam pun..dah ingat semua...ko aku ajar smpai malam pun tak ngat2 ag...ko tuh kaki nari..pe dahh... abracadabra ngat plak..lg2 part gelek.. niga mibda pun tak lepas pe daahhh pakcik...hehhehee...tu la ko..sape suh tarik2 tgn aku kt public kan pakcik tua separa hidup itu ngat aku gf ko...kuang kuang kuang...kelakar betol...
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Monday, November 23, 2009
2PM WON!! Anime Hanabi Festival done! 하지만 내일은 시험..
Well, Anime Hanabi Festival was an event organize by 47 students of Taylor's School of Hospitality & Tourism batch BD27/28.. (4 more info www.animehanabi.blogspot.com) it was a successful event..there's always a but...okay so wat eva...
24 Nov, first day of exam.. first paper will be Revenue mgment... i'm still stuck on reading it.. dunno whether i can remember it or not..i juz read a few chapters only.. and my head start spinning...singing and dancing.... listen to my heartbeat la la la ~ ~
On 21 Nov...while i were scrolling the channel (astro)..then suddenly i puzzled and read the title carefully... M.NET ASIAN MUSIC AWARDS 2009.. i start calling my bro ask tell them to watch.. i felt sad when 2PM perform on again & again..they left jae's part & spot empty..and i were thinking jae beom is going to perform with them..but nope..what a frustration..
IVY's performance was a talk..almost all (but not everyone) nichkhun's fans when bizzare with ivy...they all posting all those hates comments.. actually in my opinion they wanted to do that too..heheheheee... even i wish i can do that..but...eeerhhhhh...it was part of their performance..so juz sit back and enjoy..
when 2PM annouced as the best male group..and Taec mention jay's name.. it was sad for me.. i almost cried..seeing ang ang woo young..and jun ho was wiping his tears...Then when they won Artist of the year..OMG!!! Jun ho was really crying..even if me..i will cry..jun su started to tears after he gave his speech...they really work hard..so congrats.. 2PM FIGHTING!!!
24 Nov, first day of exam.. first paper will be Revenue mgment... i'm still stuck on reading it.. dunno whether i can remember it or not..i juz read a few chapters only.. and my head start spinning...singing and dancing.... listen to my heartbeat la la la ~ ~
On 21 Nov...while i were scrolling the channel (astro)..then suddenly i puzzled and read the title carefully... M.NET ASIAN MUSIC AWARDS 2009.. i start calling my bro ask tell them to watch.. i felt sad when 2PM perform on again & again..they left jae's part & spot empty..and i were thinking jae beom is going to perform with them..but nope..what a frustration..
IVY's performance was a talk..almost all (but not everyone) nichkhun's fans when bizzare with ivy...they all posting all those hates comments.. actually in my opinion they wanted to do that too..heheheheee... even i wish i can do that..but...eeerhhhhh...it was part of their performance..so juz sit back and enjoy..
when 2PM annouced as the best male group..and Taec mention jay's name.. it was sad for me.. i almost cried..seeing ang ang woo young..and jun ho was wiping his tears...Then when they won Artist of the year..OMG!!! Jun ho was really crying..even if me..i will cry..jun su started to tears after he gave his speech...they really work hard..so congrats.. 2PM FIGHTING!!!
Thursday, November 05, 2009
피곤 해요..
0h g0d! its been a few days i can't sleep well.. I been sleeping in the morning and obviously i can't wake in the morning.. this proposal make me tired and my brain jammed!! Plus I need to count my marketing research.. OMG! 내가 죽으면... uurgghhh~~~
0ur anime event huurmmm.. keep digging m0ney 0ut of my p0cket.. recession strike again.. 몰라... 언제까지...
Due date for my Thesis proposal is damn near.. and was still searching for my journals.. i'm mentally ill..."Why foreignors choose malaysia as their education getaway..
Apart from all the above i still have time to look at him.. my Jun.K Panda.. heheheee....사랑합니다
0ur anime event huurmmm.. keep digging m0ney 0ut of my p0cket.. recession strike again.. 몰라... 언제까지...
Due date for my Thesis proposal is damn near.. and was still searching for my journals.. i'm mentally ill..."Why foreignors choose malaysia as their education getaway..
Apart from all the above i still have time to look at him.. my Jun.K Panda.. heheheee....사랑합니다
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
craving for more!! 한 번 더..
oh g0sh! s3ri0usly i can't st0p thinking 0f it!!
watching the id0l army season 3 and M.n3t h0t b0od..
한국어 <-- has grow in me.. r3ally want to learn it..
wanting to g0 th3re lik3 h3ll.. 어머니가 한국에 가고 싶어요!!
0h g0d! bef0r3 this was KHJ then KJS..0wh!!! i'm d3ad with diz man...
g0ing crazy with that.. even I dream ab0ut it...
"l0v3, n3ver kn3w what I was missing but I kn3w once w3 start kissing I FOUND YOU....."
watching the id0l army season 3 and M.n3t h0t b0od..
한국어 <-- has grow in me.. r3ally want to learn it..
wanting to g0 th3re lik3 h3ll.. 어머니가 한국에 가고 싶어요!!
0h g0d! bef0r3 this was KHJ then KJS..0wh!!! i'm d3ad with diz man...
g0ing crazy with that.. even I dream ab0ut it...
"l0v3, n3ver kn3w what I was missing but I kn3w once w3 start kissing I FOUND YOU....."
The eyes that see everything..
The story that I'm going to write is a true story. Nothing added to spice things up. Before I start, I would like to thank god for giving me a great parents and siblings ( altho sometime they ****) but not everyone has it.
She was adopted when she was small. At age of 16 she had been forced married to a guy that she barely know. Its started with rumour saying that she had slept with that guy therefore her mom (mengelabah gila) straight away belive the rumour(typical kampung person) without asking and knowing the truth. Because she was still young at that age, she dare not to fight her mom. But now she is an adult and know which is good and which is bad. She has her own right to determine her life. She divorced with 3 kids and her kids staying with her husband. She decided to move out of her hometown because she can't stand being harres with her ex husband and her mom who keep on pushing her to get back with him. She must has a reason why she doesnt want to. People dont live her life so people do not know the suffer that she had been through the past 12 years in her marriage life.
After the divorced she move to Kuala Lumpur and trying to start a new life over. She find job and start to raise money on her own. Unfortunately, her mom doesn't like it at all because she did not obey her wish. She really want her to get back together with her ex and her mom done everything to make her life suffer. Including seeing 'BOMOH' for so many times. How do I know that? One day, she received a call from a USTAZ saying 'kita pakai ayat al-quran je. semua berasaskan al-quran' 'bila nk balik kampung? datang la ke jerantut.' From there, I smell something fishy. I witness these with my own two ears. It was switch on to loudspeaker when we received the called.
Sometimes people can say whatever they like without knowing the real situation. Before her father's death, she always went back to her hometown for visiting his father only. She always open her heart out with his father and suprisingly her father agreed with her actions. He knows more than anyone. Even he said that she needs to get out if not she will be end up like him. **There is more to this part but it will be a sensitive issue if they really want to know the truth**. So when she decided to leaved, she has his father permission. It is not easy for her to leave her dad just like that but she has too. She can't stand being nagged all the day. There's nothing that she done is right.
What do you think her life would be like staying KL? She is happy but her ex disturb her like hell. I read all those message and even the guy sms me thought that i will be supporting him. He is damn stupid. He is so damn wrong. I might be young but i'm not an idiot. Woman has their own rights so once you divorced you have your space. 'well let's put it this way "the guy cant live without her"..hahahaa...
**Baru dia tahu. Selama ni dia buat perempuan tu macam kuli batak. Ikut suka nak pukul orang tuh. Tak pernah nak rasa kesian. Nasib baik anak - anak dia tak cacat. Masa pregnant ada pernah dia amik berat ker? Biarkan orang tuh bawak moto time2 sarat camtuh dengan tak sihat nya. Pastu bila orang tuh accident nasib baik tak keguguran. Untung kandungan dia kuat.**
Then, a shocked news was received early in the morning. Her father passed away. She went back home. Once arrived everyone start to asking her. It was like paparazzi going crazy for the info. I know how does it feel when we lost someone but I don't know people will go to that extend.
**Bila kita kata kita redha tetapi kenapa hakikat nya macam tak redha?**
You can grieve but not crying like an absent-minded.
**Bukan ke org kata kalau org meninggal kita tak patut melalak. Selalu nya kalau org melalak ni dia ada buat salah dengan si mati**
Then, after the pengebumian everyone start shooting her. As if her dad passed away because of her. I thought they always said that "Ajal dan maut di tangan Tuhan. Kalau dah sampai masa dia akan pergi" But in this case why the phrase wasn't apply. If we use the theory of "ayah dia worried bout her then sampai dia meninggal". It is not relevant at all. Let's applied the theory into below scenario.
Scenario1 -> high school fresh graduate and went to study abroad. With her father permission, she went there. Obviously, not only her dad but he rmom too will worried about her but the end result is not death right? compare to the age facts that in this case she is just 18 and the other is 28..
Scenario 2--> 22 years old girl travel to a place which is far from her home town and trying to survive. She work and get paid for it. Her parent will worried about her but they won't die bcoz of it.. If Allah says its their time then accept it. Don't blame for nothing. Same goes for her. She is 28 and wanted to build a new life. She want to get out of her life and search for a new one. If she stay at same place what can she do. She had her dad's permission and why people always spread the false facts (Continue the pengebumian part)
(IN MY OPINION) For me crying lebih-lebih masa orang meninggal ni tak patut. Sampai dekat kubur pun buat macam tuh. Masa my mom dulu, tak pun macam tuh. Sedih itu pasti tapi not to that extreme extend. **
So, almost everyone said that she doesn't feel sad at all. Sebenarnya ramai orang tak tahu. Pemergian bapanya bermaksud pemergian dia juga. Selama ni hanya bapanya saja yang protect dia dan tahu apa yang sebenarnya sakit dia, derita dia dan merananya hidup dia. Even aku sendiri pun mengaku aku hanya mendengar riintihan dia tetapi tidak melihatnya sebelum ini. Bila sekarang aku sendiri menyaksikan nya. Aku rasa bersyukur dengan apa yang aku ada(walaupun kekadang tuh ada gak tak puas aty). Orang juga sebelum ni tak pernah pun nak amik tahu hidup dia tetapi tiba-tiba sekarang semua nak interfere. Aku pun tak pernah interfere even my family too. If she asked opinion from me, I gived her mine but it is up to her what she wants. "Sedangkan bapa dia pernah berkata kalau awak duduk sini nanti awak jadi macam abah. Apa maksudnya?"
So sekarang ni she trying to fixed her life puzzled yang agak bercelaru. Peole always said that family support is important but she never got once. So that's why i tried to support her decision but depends on what is her decision. I'm not that dumb so I know. Even she always kena from me bila dia buat decision yang salah. Biar dia belajar apa erti kehidupan. Dia ingin rasa penat lelah mencari duit. We are allowed to interfere bila jalan yang dia ambil adalah salah.
(cerita ini berdasarkan apa yang telah saya lihat dan dengar dengan telinga saya sendiri.bukan yang direka atau tiada tambah perisa pun kat dalam ni. rasa sup kosong jer)..
She was adopted when she was small. At age of 16 she had been forced married to a guy that she barely know. Its started with rumour saying that she had slept with that guy therefore her mom (mengelabah gila) straight away belive the rumour(typical kampung person) without asking and knowing the truth. Because she was still young at that age, she dare not to fight her mom. But now she is an adult and know which is good and which is bad. She has her own right to determine her life. She divorced with 3 kids and her kids staying with her husband. She decided to move out of her hometown because she can't stand being harres with her ex husband and her mom who keep on pushing her to get back with him. She must has a reason why she doesnt want to. People dont live her life so people do not know the suffer that she had been through the past 12 years in her marriage life.
After the divorced she move to Kuala Lumpur and trying to start a new life over. She find job and start to raise money on her own. Unfortunately, her mom doesn't like it at all because she did not obey her wish. She really want her to get back together with her ex and her mom done everything to make her life suffer. Including seeing 'BOMOH' for so many times. How do I know that? One day, she received a call from a USTAZ saying 'kita pakai ayat al-quran je. semua berasaskan al-quran' 'bila nk balik kampung? datang la ke jerantut.' From there, I smell something fishy. I witness these with my own two ears. It was switch on to loudspeaker when we received the called.
Sometimes people can say whatever they like without knowing the real situation. Before her father's death, she always went back to her hometown for visiting his father only. She always open her heart out with his father and suprisingly her father agreed with her actions. He knows more than anyone. Even he said that she needs to get out if not she will be end up like him. **There is more to this part but it will be a sensitive issue if they really want to know the truth**. So when she decided to leaved, she has his father permission. It is not easy for her to leave her dad just like that but she has too. She can't stand being nagged all the day. There's nothing that she done is right.
What do you think her life would be like staying KL? She is happy but her ex disturb her like hell. I read all those message and even the guy sms me thought that i will be supporting him. He is damn stupid. He is so damn wrong. I might be young but i'm not an idiot. Woman has their own rights so once you divorced you have your space. 'well let's put it this way "the guy cant live without her"..hahahaa...
**Baru dia tahu. Selama ni dia buat perempuan tu macam kuli batak. Ikut suka nak pukul orang tuh. Tak pernah nak rasa kesian. Nasib baik anak - anak dia tak cacat. Masa pregnant ada pernah dia amik berat ker? Biarkan orang tuh bawak moto time2 sarat camtuh dengan tak sihat nya. Pastu bila orang tuh accident nasib baik tak keguguran. Untung kandungan dia kuat.**
Then, a shocked news was received early in the morning. Her father passed away. She went back home. Once arrived everyone start to asking her. It was like paparazzi going crazy for the info. I know how does it feel when we lost someone but I don't know people will go to that extend.
**Bila kita kata kita redha tetapi kenapa hakikat nya macam tak redha?**
You can grieve but not crying like an absent-minded.
**Bukan ke org kata kalau org meninggal kita tak patut melalak. Selalu nya kalau org melalak ni dia ada buat salah dengan si mati**
Then, after the pengebumian everyone start shooting her. As if her dad passed away because of her. I thought they always said that "Ajal dan maut di tangan Tuhan. Kalau dah sampai masa dia akan pergi" But in this case why the phrase wasn't apply. If we use the theory of "ayah dia worried bout her then sampai dia meninggal". It is not relevant at all. Let's applied the theory into below scenario.
Scenario1 -> high school fresh graduate and went to study abroad. With her father permission, she went there. Obviously, not only her dad but he rmom too will worried about her but the end result is not death right? compare to the age facts that in this case she is just 18 and the other is 28..
Scenario 2--> 22 years old girl travel to a place which is far from her home town and trying to survive. She work and get paid for it. Her parent will worried about her but they won't die bcoz of it.. If Allah says its their time then accept it. Don't blame for nothing. Same goes for her. She is 28 and wanted to build a new life. She want to get out of her life and search for a new one. If she stay at same place what can she do. She had her dad's permission and why people always spread the false facts (Continue the pengebumian part)
(IN MY OPINION) For me crying lebih-lebih masa orang meninggal ni tak patut. Sampai dekat kubur pun buat macam tuh. Masa my mom dulu, tak pun macam tuh. Sedih itu pasti tapi not to that extreme extend. **
So, almost everyone said that she doesn't feel sad at all. Sebenarnya ramai orang tak tahu. Pemergian bapanya bermaksud pemergian dia juga. Selama ni hanya bapanya saja yang protect dia dan tahu apa yang sebenarnya sakit dia, derita dia dan merananya hidup dia. Even aku sendiri pun mengaku aku hanya mendengar riintihan dia tetapi tidak melihatnya sebelum ini. Bila sekarang aku sendiri menyaksikan nya. Aku rasa bersyukur dengan apa yang aku ada(walaupun kekadang tuh ada gak tak puas aty). Orang juga sebelum ni tak pernah pun nak amik tahu hidup dia tetapi tiba-tiba sekarang semua nak interfere. Aku pun tak pernah interfere even my family too. If she asked opinion from me, I gived her mine but it is up to her what she wants. "Sedangkan bapa dia pernah berkata kalau awak duduk sini nanti awak jadi macam abah. Apa maksudnya?"
So sekarang ni she trying to fixed her life puzzled yang agak bercelaru. Peole always said that family support is important but she never got once. So that's why i tried to support her decision but depends on what is her decision. I'm not that dumb so I know. Even she always kena from me bila dia buat decision yang salah. Biar dia belajar apa erti kehidupan. Dia ingin rasa penat lelah mencari duit. We are allowed to interfere bila jalan yang dia ambil adalah salah.
(cerita ini berdasarkan apa yang telah saya lihat dan dengar dengan telinga saya sendiri.bukan yang direka atau tiada tambah perisa pun kat dalam ni. rasa sup kosong jer)..
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