Hatyai Trip and Farewell 2012

7th December 2012, Friday 10pm - Me, my mom and my sister gather at Padang PKNS SS7 to depart to Hatyai, Thailand by bus. Departed at 11pm and arrived at Malaysia immigration around 8am? Well from 11pm to 8am, you guys must be wondering what the hell I did inside the bus. YES, CORRECT! I sleep through out the journey. Besides than stop for toilets, eating and smoking I pretty much sleep while listening to the ballad music. At Changloon was the longest waiting time for... wait I have no idea what were we waiting for. Malaysia Immigration queue was super long and full of idiots who doesn't know to use the machine. Some group travelers *Malaysian* were using green pasport (group passport which several names on one passport) and they can't use it on the machine. I and Zura were getting tired lining up and bored! We started talking weird stuff and imagining all those impossible stuff. hahaha~ Dreaming of queuing up with Shinhwa to go for a trip at Thailand hahaha~ Arrived Danok, Thailand Immigration and breakfast time. We ate lunch food during breakfast like rice, tom yam soup, kangkung fried with belancan and fried egg. It's still a long journey before we check in the hotel. It was peak season so the turnover is very high therefore the tour guide decided to brings us to a factory which produces snack or chips such as dried mangoes or plum, fried sweet potatoes and even Thailand brand maggi (delicious). Saw a small fruit stall so bought some pineapple and that was my first time eating pineapple taste sweet. It’s so fresh and kept wanting more and more. After that, we went to leather produces mall? We don’t go in because were too tired and we really wanna shower badly. At last, check in time! The room was not clean yet so we left the door open while waiting for the housekeeper and the first thing that I notice was the LCD Tv. Tried to play video from my phone and it works!!! Totally excited~ once the room is clean, we bathed and rest for a while before went for dinner. Around 6 or 7pm we went out for dinner. Ate at Restaurant Hamid which guaranteed HALAL. Then we walked around the city which located around less than 5 minutes walk from our DIAMOND PLAZA Hotel. We don't buy anything since nothing has captured my eyes so we just bought snacks for that night and again pineapple for me. At night, before went to bed we watched RunningMan.

Next day,  breakfast and again walk around. We bought few leggings and that's it.  Found a bakery in the mall, it was superb delicious. The moist of the bread and the smell oh my god!~ Later in the evening, we went to Floating Market. Food Again!!!~ All sorts f food we tried. Not much here compared to yesteryear. Even the stuff here were hurmmmm.......Went back to the hotel and continue watching runningman and immortal songs. hahahaha weird us~ we don't really walk any where. We prefer staying in the room and watch those. The rest of the trip we walked around nearby only.

 You can check the pictures in my -FACEBOOK-

 ----------------------------------------    FAREWELL 2012   -----------------------------------------------

I was wondering what should I write as the farewell speech. Most of my post is mostly about memories so I post again some of my favorite moments I don't think it will be nice. I thought of writing up about my worries and my inner feelings of 2012 or my goals if i had any hehehe~ Well here it goes...

 2012, meant so much to me. My dream to set foot in South Korea has been achieved in the early 2012.  I still remember when I step out from the airport to feel the winter breeze. I still can't believe I able to fly to South Korea. At that time my korean is still lacking yet I able to communicate with them and got praises for it really flutter me. I learn the language by myself by reading books and watched videos and still able to posses that language. I'm proud of myself. Next year in March I will be flying to Korea once again. This time without the tour guide. Solely by myself, mom and sisters. This is where my real journey which I really have to survive using the knowledge that I know. Can't wait for this!

Later on in 2012, I able to visit Universal Singapore Studio and plus gotta meet new friend. She's great and thank you Wahidah for being my friend and showed me around Singapore even though in short time but still I did had fun talking to you. I wish all the best in your marriage and career for 2013. 

This year stalking was not as epic as last year. I have slow down a bit since I concentrate more on savings than spending.  I still remember vividly how I whisper to Jay Park and his sweat kyyyyyaaa~ (fangirling mode). I hold  BLOCK B Ukwon hands and even Jaehyo~ (faint) BAP Zelo wave at me while I stand there alone and I said Hi to Youngjae like right in front he even replied it (another faint). Jung Il Woo is a super hot dude. If only I got to hug him =( . T-Ara was chaotic especially with the fanboys. They were scared but proud because their fans is like a lotssss~ The guys were shouting T-Ara! T-Ara! T-Ara like in the army...Finally my newbie BtoB!!! All of dem are cutie pie~ They wave at me when I shouted their names...hehehehe (laugh alone) but the high school fans didn't behave at all. Pity them~

I'll end my post of 2012 here and I wish that 2013 will bring me more fortune and happiness plus a boyfriend I hope. Not trying to be picky and try to get know before saying No I think will be better. I'm not perfect I shouldn't be but I want my guy who can makes me perfect. My weakness is his advantage and he has to lead me like a leader and a charismatic one. hehehehe~ **praying**

GOODBYE 2012 & HELLO 2013... 

Send Her Away with a Vacation

 

23rd November 2012, Friday - Take a leave for sending my precious little sister, Hawa Basery to UITM Lendu, Melaka. Road to Melaka starts congested at Seremban area due to parents sending their child i think. Even most of the hotel that we book were full. End up we check in at D'Village Ayer Keroh.


 

Arrive and check-in. Swimming time! It's been so long I didn't swim. So 4 of us went to the swimming pool. Happy Days!~  After this, it will be hard for us to be together again. Moreover, usually I always spend my time with Hawa and now, I need to learn to hangout with Hajar.

After swimming, we all went to Jusco to buy some of Hawa's stuff. Oh gosh! The clothes! they have till size XXL. I bought singlet but only one. It's not my paycheck yet. FRUSTRATED! I definitely will go there and shop. I think inside Paradigm mall they have similar settings maybe it's the same. Gonna check it again. We ate at Nasi Ayam *** (I can't remember) and Burger Bakar. Emmmm to rate the food, it's not my taste at all. I give 2 out of 5? Bud nyer tastebud memang pelik.




The next day, we went for breakfast at the hotel and it was also SUCKS! Is the food there are like that or they seriously dunno how to cook. So decided tomorrow, we ate outside. Once Hawa came back from registration ibu fall asleep. Must be tired~ Around 1+pm, out for lunch near UITM area and later send her to UITM. Sooo SHINHWA CHANGJO hehehe.. The curtain is orange color and the building too. She brag about it. Went to her room and look around the building ^_^ it's nice. Last goodbye~ She hugs n kisses and lastly to her twins. Second time, they gonna separate. First was Hajar's PLKN but only for 3 months but this one for 3 years. Hajar hug and cried on Hawa shoulder and makes Hawa cried too. Even I felt something when they hug like that. It must be hard on Hajar now no more someone to talk about secret, no more someone to jjingjjing to and no more partner. She's all alone. Hajar choose to work rather than study. After send off Hawa, we all went back to the hotel and all of us went to the swimming pool together. We really had a blast. Jumping, carrying and pulling hahaha... best ever. That night, we went out for dinner early and then MOVIE TIME! Me, Zura & Nana watched Twilight:Breaking Dawn 2 while Bud & Ibu watched Rise of the Guardian. Hajar stayed in the room, she's not feeling well (thats what she said). Bought her McD then, mom told that Hawa needs her X-Ray file so they have to send it. I slept early that night. Too tired I guess.

Next day, check out! Breakfast at R&R Ayer Keroh and yes, ada malapetaka berlaku. Timing bell putus!!!! nasib baik sempat sampai R&R and parking. Aduyaii.. tak paham aku ngan kereta tuh. Tak pernah nyer nak sihat lama lama. Asyik kena baiki jek. Nasib akak kat baskin robbin ada member bole tolong. **aik awat tetiba malay plak nie? bantai jek la** 2jam menunggu mekanik tuh dtg siap aku makan ice cream and watched RunningMan from hp lagi. MENGANTUK ok! Dah siap everything baru gerak ke KL. OTW plak TRAFFIC JAM, DRIVER SLEEPY! macam macam... Tapi alhamdulillah sampai juga rumah dgn selamat. Sepatutnya petang tuh nak pergi jumpa aki chu di kampung sbb kebun ibu durian banyak tp memandangkan kepenatan memang al-byebye la. Next day aku EL. Tak larat!

Below are some of the pics that were taken:-




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Ibu too took EL. She went back kampung and jumpa aki chu. Balik jek sini buka bonet FULL OF DURIANS & TEMPOYAK, manggis, terung pipit and aserom. ouh pening~hehehe

Now, I spend more time with Hajar but not so much. Like after she finish her work, we end up hanging at Papparich and chat how's our day or sit in the car eventhough we already reached home, just sit and chat for a while before we went in.

Next up is my Hatyai, Thailand trip this coming 8th December till 11th December. Nowadays, I didnt stalk any korean artists. sob sob' see ya ~

The Lonely Tears

As night arrive the sky starts to dark and the breeze starts to blow. I’m walking down the street with this chill breeze trying to find you in the midst of the darkness. Desperately looking at the lights hoping there’s an answer to this wander. I guess tonight is not the night? I trace back my steps with an empty face.

Soft slow ballad music starts to play as I write in my diary. Wanted that movie like romance, I’m hoping and praying that kind of hero exist in my world. Questions that never been answer or confusion that has never been solve left in me again and it leads me into silence.

Knowing what kind of man or what type of relationship that I want, doesn’t do any favor to me. Looking up at the sky, wanting answers but it never reach to me. Love is not complete if you get it too easy but yet how am I suppose to experience this if to fall in love is hard.

Putting my hands on my heart and ask why am I too afraid to fall in love? Why didn’t I open it and try to receive some? Yet, silence appears. Again, I absorbed in the soft ballad music. The lyrics drove me away from my own world. Tears gather and slowly falls without a sound.

It’s too hard for me to bear that you are with someone else. Even though you were probably with her but since I met you, and possibly before maybe you’ll break up with her. 

I painfully pray for this. Without a hint of pain or suffering, I hate that you look so happy.

Can’t you love me? Can’t you understand my heart a little? Can’t you break up with her? Can’t I take her place?

Or you could go on loving her and live while being next to me. Or you could pretend that I am her.

As long as you are with me by my side.

Clothes design by me ..::LAYNA KIM::..

I love clothes! who doesn't right? High heels and stiletto is my favorite but my size limits is all.

I'm big in terms of body and feets so its quite hard for me to buy clothes that i like or want.
T-shirt is ok but clothes like casual or dinner or even clubbing is never gonna be okay.

Well, I started to create/design clothes because of my participation is the Korean Wave contest few years back. They judges said that if we are able to enter finals we can't wear like t-shirts and jackets. We need to wear like how the k-pop artist wear it. So that's how my journey to become a fashion lover started. I went to Jalan Kenanga way back before Kenanga Mall open. It used to be a row of shops for buying in bulk. I look around trying to find some ideas for the clothes and I really thank god for giving me a mom who knows how to sew. So yes, my mom sew most of my clothes for the competition and events.



The small purple jacket or bolero its name was design by me but the shirt was bought in Jalan Kenanga. It really send out the message "BE YOUR OWN AWESOME".

Below is the picture during Korean Wave Contest where we wore that clothes.




What do you think about it? My first time..hehehe..

Next is Kpop Festival organize by Korean Society in Malaysia. We danced to Soom (Beast) therefore our shirts kena ade unsur unsur ganas sikit.hehehehe! I went to GM in KL (Yesteryears, GM only got one branch that is in KL) we scroll around the floors and search around for material. Found some metal look like and chains so I asked my mom whether can we sew this on clothes? (of course I need to ask her because she gonna sew it for us hehehe)Obviously the answer is yes.






 As you can see in the picture above, how the rest of my team members clothes are. I'm satisfied that we able to match our costume =)

My favorite of all the red jacket or I call it Monalisa jacket. I design this jacket for performance at Hallyu festival,Taylors College. We danced to Block B - Just Stop and Mblaq - Monalisa. The jacket to match up with G.O in Monalisa.




Start with this jacket, I started to ask my mom to sew me another onr. hehehehe!
While browsing for the red fabric, I found just the perfect fabric that I can use. And yeah! I did wore it to club!




My Step outfit is really step out! I didn't took any full whole body picture but I did took a group of us. You can see the rest of my members clothes even the guy too. You can check out in the facebook or the video below.






ROLY POLY!!! To be frank I hate this style so much because I need to be all cute and sweet. 70's fabric is not easy to find. So what do you think?




Lastly, I design my sisters (twin) prom dress. What do you think? Will you wear it? p/s: the make up was done by me.




That's all... Currently, I still have a few fabrics that I ask my mom to sew dresses and jacket. Maybe will post it once all of it complete. Next post maybe about my makeup style. 101 makeup tips from me? I'm not an expert I just learn by myself and keep on trying to search for the best makeup style for me.

Meeting Korean Artist"s" in October

28th September at Berjaya Times Square, Holika Holika Malaysia promotes their brand with their ambassador Jung Ilwoo. A day before this date, me, my sis and my mom went back kampung sebab ada wedding. So we stayed there one night and the next day straight to Times square.


credit: werqjungilwoo.tumblr.com


I got a free pass untuk masuk but we didn't stand in the designated area. We end up eating at the restaurant facing the stage. Wow! The moment he step on the stage my jaw drop. He is so HANDSOME. 잘생겼어요~ 
I got to see him upclose. He did wave at us when we shout his name. **happy** We didn't stay for long cause our body memang dah totally exhausted. But still we SATISFIED! I dapat tgk Jung Ilwoo yang comel itu~


credit:jungilwoofans.tumblr


Next up T-Ara Showcase in Malaysia on 3rd October 2012. They arrived a day before the showcase. I still remember that day at the airport. 90% were guys! Gosh! When they shouted T-ara! T-ara!T-ara! I felt like in the army. Memang havoc! First time I experience this.



here is one of the fans video (credit:MrRidot) p/s: please low down your volume before you play it.



I got to touch Jiyeon hands and also eunjung smiling at me. But Boram face showed that she was scared. Even Jiyeon just looked down. Soyeon was the bravest. She looked straight up and smile. I can still remember their faces. Some were terrified and some was putting some smile. Almost all of them is same height as me. Areum the only one who is a bit taller than me and they were wearing heels + wedges sport shoes.

13.10.12 Wonder Girls arrive in the evening but of course they used the VIP lane where no one knows how to get there. But I was not there for WG but for Lee Hyunwoo. Unfortunately, he actually arrived at night. We waited for few hours and went back. Later that night, we got meeting so I did not check my twitter at all. Then, around 12pm+ I online for a while and checked that he has landed around 10pm. I got so frustrated. I waited for few hours and turn out his arrival was at night. Sedih =(



video of Hyunwoo departure (credit:Rain90)



Lastly, to end my October Stalking Life is BIG BANG. They arrive on Thursday 25.10.12 at 8pm. I did not went to the airport at all because I know that they for sure will use the VIP escape. So I wait and the hotel and turn out we miss the opportunity too. Like hell! Waited till 1am and yet no traces of them.

From what I know and saw through videos their concert is AWESOME. It was said that it's the best K-Pop concert in Malaysia. I do felt a little bit jealous and regret that I don't attend it. Anyway if you wanna watch the videos, you can search in the youtube. You can find TONS of it!

November line up: Lee Seung Gi (Fan Meet at Kenanga Wholesale City), Block B (Hennessy Party at Mines), K-Pop Storm (SHINee, Block B, Teen Top, U-Kiss, Girls Day, No Brain, Dal Shabet & The Gwangdae) & ZE:A. If I really into them I think I have to go on food strike. Money spends like ......

KL Sony Kpop Showdown

16th September 2012, Sunday at Sunway Pyramid

We decided to join this competition after our last one was lat year?
Members were Layna(me), Hawa, Hajar, Sofy, Yana and Airil. We choose the easiest one which were Kara - Step and Psy - Gangnam Style. We practice like 5 or 6 times only due to our own busy schedule. Well, most of us has started working therefore weekend is the only available time.

This time no more wake up too early! Hair done at saloon while make up obviously by me.

Here is the video:- (Have fun watching it)



Also........moments that I will never forget. Unfortunately I can't share it here. Since it involve my feelings too. But I really happy even the next day, I still can't forget how spontaneous he did it. Suddenly my heart goes 두군두군 <3 a="a" after="after" br="br" but="but" days="days" even="even" except="except" few="few" great="great" he="he" hehehehe...="hehehehe..." him.="him." i="i" if="if" in="in" is="is" it="it" know="know" league="league" love="love" m="m" match="match" my="my" not="not" of="of" or="or" out="out" s="s" size="size" smile="smile" that.="that." that="that" then="then" think="think" way="way" well="well" with="with">

Recap Raya~

19th August 2012, Sunday - It's Raya but for me nothing change except for shopping. Bought new wallet, perfume and watch using my own money and mom bought me baju kurung.

Day 1:-

Not much or to be exact doing nothing at all. Wake up late then around 7pm went to KSC.
I didn't wear baju kurung raya pun but bila nak pergi KSC only wore it. hahahhaa... Plus like always, my mom gave him some raya food. This year was Lontong and kuah kacang. Also, we got to met his wife! ** Tak bole nak nakal dengan dia hahahaha**







Day 2:-

Get ready to balik kampung! First visit my dad's grave. Then continue our journey to kampung. It was a smooth journey till Tol Gombak. Traffic was bad! Not the Cash lane but the touch n go & smart tag?
Arrived Simpang Kallang around 2pm and guess what around 5pm we have to chiao pick up my lil sister Hawa Basery balik from kerja! So me cepat cepat help for the kenduri. Some of the workloads that I do was potong daging lidah, mash the potato and here and there small works. Although macam sikit jek workload but since we were cooking for KENDURI jadi banyak la. Yang paling best mash the potato! Memang lenyek habis dikerjakan oleh me and Ejat. hahaha!

Around 5.30pm baru I gerak untuk fetch Hawa balik. After Genting Sempah, traffic very very very bad. We arrived Subang Jaya at 8pm. Then balik rumah kejap, nak ambil baju sikit. Lepas tuh, ke Korean Street Cafe sebab nak tangkap gamba si Andrew pakai baju melayu. Bila lagi die nak pakai kan? So we took some pictures and he packed us some japchae (",) .. Finish all those picture taking, head back to Raub. Straight to kenduri. Lepas perut sudah dipenuhi dengan makanan, bermulalah sesi karut mengarut dengan sedara sedara.






Day 3:-

Hurm? I can't really remember anything special on this day. Just that, cause first day we didn't visit any of the relative so we took the initiative to visit them. But only two house jek! hahaha.. (>_<)
After visited, went back to Simpang Kallang. Thought of going back KL but dalam Raubu jek dah jam so kalau balik malam tuh juga MATI ler. So we decided to went back early in morning at 4am! Because I have to work.. pity me. Simpan cuti nak gi korea nyer pasal...

Best.Absolute.Perfect JULY MOMENTS

As the tittle says it really makes my July BAP. Honestly speaking, I like BAP songs and never even search on the members. At first, I wanna bought their VIP ticket includes the signature but it was sold out fast. Therefore, I decided to stalk them only but there's an angel who gave us free tickets. Not just one but four.
Thank you speech:
Would like to thank 않은 오빠 for giving us out this tickets. I kinda think you like my own brother because I'm comfortable chatting and talking to you no matter what topic it is. From the bottom of my heart thank you. 표를 줘셔서 고마워요.





BAP arrived on 4th July, Wednesday early morning. Bang! LCCT full with fans waiting for them.
(p/s: including me hehehe) They expected to arrive at 1am but delay till 2.10am.
From 12am till 2.10am gosh.. i should be sleeping at that moment. Got to replace admin who applied for leave due to she gets married. So, once they out I start to record a video during their arrival but just for a short while. Guess what? I seriously didn't recognize anyone. No one.




Once I switch off camera, I saw someone on the bus looking at me. I was standing there all alone plus I don't have any idea who is who. I was looking at him and suddenly he waved at me. So I just waved back. When they left, I asked around my friends who is the one wearing ***** ? It's Zelo. **aaahhh, Zelo play pick-a-boo with me** oh and They stay at Double Tree Hilton, KL.




On that night, they performed as a special guest in Showdown final. 8tv is so clever, they put BAP at the end. So we watched the whole showdown but I can't say that I hate it. It was awesome. If you guys wanna watch it go to TONTON ....





Friday was their showcase. After work, I straight to KL Live. We arrived a bit late actually but who cares. Their hotness and the heat of the showcase was AWESOME 대박! Start from here, I learned their name and currently I able to recognize Yongguk, Zelo and Himchan. Youngjae is similar to Eli Ukiss whereas Daehyun is to Dongwoo Infinite but if they change their hair color I think I'm lost.

 Bang Yongguk & Daehyun - I Remember




BAP - Warrior




What I remembered the most is when I called Youngjae and said 안녕 , he replied. I call Himchan he turn and smile. And I think the other one who sat at the back of Zelo when they arrive in the bus was Jeongup waved at me when Zelo waved for the second time.

Here pictures during the showcase:-






p/s: I took the video and pictures using my phone camera only. If it's blur or not 100% HD sorry. It's for me anyway..

Will report again for the next exciting chapter in my life.. 
See ya~