I don't know untill when i'm going to be like this. Almost 6 months!!! I'm going nuts!! I've been sendiing emails to those recruitment but no answer!! I know maybe since I apply not in my scope job but still it says there MANAGEMENT!!
At time like this, I really miss my dad!! =(
If my dad still around, firstly I'm sure that PERDANA car that I want will be mine (or maybe Vios)
Second, I will not be lazing around the house like this. I will be busy doing works.
Third, I already have my own apartment that I wanna rent out.
This three important things has been settle for a long time if my dad still around!
* Abah, nape abah pergi cepat sangat? Kenapa abah tak prepare ape yg patut? kesian lina tgk ibu terkontang kanting mcm nie. ibu terpaksa menyara plak kami. sepatutnya abah tulis wasiat awal2.. supaya benda mcm nie tak akan berlaku. wlupun klong tuh berusia 32 tahun tp die pun turut sama menghabiskan duit.. walhal duit pencen yg ibu terima mula2 tok adik2.. tgk bud skrg suffer xda duit!! walhal hak die dlm pencen tuh ke mana?? adik2 lepas abes skola sanggup keje..
sy phm tujuan kngah nape tak nak bg ibu duit.. sbb die tak ibu bg dkt klong.. padahal duit itu die bg ibu belanja..thats why sometimes she said harsh words to her so that she doesn't give away senang2 mcm tuh jek duit tuh. but lately kngah pun dah makin teruk. untuk diri sendiri pun die kedekut. spatutnya die dah tak payah nak menyusahkan ibu.. pick her up daily.. sent her early daily.. she should know!!! tp tak.. die lg menyusahkan ade laa.. sikit pun takda tolong ibu.. mana duit minyak?? kalo betl die nk belanja makan nape perlu die ungkit?? sama jek.. mmg tak ikhlas..!!
Abyol pun tak keje!! although die keje bowling bila time ade comp.. but still for long time investment.. future die?? camner??
nak mengata org aku pun sama jek.. but they should knw better.. coz they are far OLDER than ME!! nak blame sesape pun tak guna.. yg penting change for the future!!
ABAH TOLONGLAH DOAKAN REZEKI SAYA!! SAYA DAH TAK BOLEHLAH NAK HIDUP MACAM NIE.. SAYA AKAN USAHA LEBIH LAGI!! I LOVE U ABAH!!
