How did I spend my new year night? With my jjingjjing maknae and my mom. We went for karaoke them watched movie CZ12. Not so happening right? Sometime I think that I don't have any friend and why is that? People who know me surely know my strong headed, friendly, loud and bold personalities but recently I'm not. I'm still strong headed but not the friendly type anymore. Yes, I admit I am picky due to the people personalities but I never differentiate people status. This time, whenever someone wants to get to know me I shoo them away. Why did I do that? Well, some of them were totally annoying and the rest were ok but it didn't really capture my interest. So maybe this year I try to open up my heart and pull up my courage together. Yes, I do feel jealous when some of my friends got married or pregnant or even went out for a date. That's the biggest reason for me not to stick in my room in front of my pc every time. Despite all that, there's still an issue. Maybe I have nothing to offer or charm to make people love me? Oh gosh, maybe I watched too much drama and read too many novels till I expect something like that in my lilfe.
Next concern is my body which is getting bigger and bigger day by day. It is already big and it's getting bigger. Now that I have my own paycheck I tend to go and eat whatever and whenever I want. So starting 2013, I tried to slow down my food hunting crave. Usually I start my day with Nasi lemak but now I eat biscuits, bread or fried noodles. For lunch I have to take rice but portions CONTROL and dinner either I just eat bread or simple dish. I sleep around 2am so my stomach will play some music and I feed it with milo and cigarette. Lately, lunch I don't really eat unless if morning I don't eat anything. Bread is pretty much my food. I'm not doing this to slim down or somewhere around there. I do this because since my body got big my period is not normal at all. It has been 2 months my period lost it way (I like it actually ^_^ hehe) so when I started this in the early January, 2 weeks later it found its way out!!!!!! hahahaha..so weird talking about this. For now my goal is just to keep on eating less while loose weight is just a bonus. Hope my determination is high enough (*.* )
Excited!!!! Excited!!!!! My korea trip in March!!!!! can't wait for it. Oh forgot, me and my maknae decide to do treatment for our hair once a month. I need to help my maknae put her on the right track on how to keep your self good. hehehehe...~ In february sales will be like everywhere, so decided to shop for trip stuff such as luggage bag, shoes, socks and clothes. Itinerary has already approve by mom and sister. Now, left to double confirm reservation and money exchange. I'm so excited!!!!!! hehehehe
BTW, my birthday is on 27th January. I'll be 26 this year. I would like people to pray for my health and my wealth plus finding a husband..hehehe... Till here now, TTFN tata from now...
